- Listening to:Leahy - Call to Dance
I usually never let academic matters get the better of me. I don't sweat tests even if I know nothing about the material. This cool under pressure gives people the false impression that I know what I'm doing. Tomorrow I have a physics test that I'm actually confident about. Unlike the last test I actually understand the material. Yet I feel quite nervous. The McMaster conditional acceptance looms in my head. While I dismissed this earlier when I got my acceptance, now my paranoid/neurotic head is playing 'what if?' games. God dammit, if I end up failing this thing I will commit unspeakable acts of horror on my brain (read: take up heavy drinking).